Neptune represents our subconscious mind. It is associated with dreams, inspiration, psychic receptivity and illusion. It is also associated with intuition and spiritual enlightenment. It is also a planet of mercy and compassion. In your chart, if Neptune is well aspected will indicate a great inner sensitivity, to manifest dreams and become highly creative. Negatively, it will indicate deception, deceit and addiction.
Neptune Square Ascendant
Neptune square the Ascendant shows that you are overly sensitive to criticism. Because of this, you often fail to assert yourself when you should defend yourself against adversaries. You are never sure of your ability to succeed in competition, and you may choose to avoid challenges until you feel more competent. The line of communication between you and your parents was faulty, which made it difficult for you to win their support and encouragement for a specific career. It will be a long time before you really know what you want out of life, so choosing a career will be difficult. You tend to daydream instead of doing something to actively express your creative ability. Always seeking the ideal, you are disappointed with anything less. Your imagination is well-developed, but you lack the determination to benefit from it. You consider yourself far less talented than your competitors, and tend to relegate yourself to a position of unimportance beside them. Although you have a high regard for education, you are lazy about finding the means to get one. You have to work doubly hard to compensate for your lack of opportunities to develop your potentials. Your efforts are often unrewarding because you tend to spread your interests too widely. You must confine yourself to specific fields of endeavor if you want to derive any benefits. You are easily victimized by the people you deal with because you are too willing to believe them, and you always give them the benefit of the doubt. You often misunderstand those who have authority over you because you don't want to hear the truth if you suspect it might be painful. In the same way, you may be misunderstood by others, who will question your motives in dealing with them. You should try to find a career that ties in somehow with the needs of the masses. You are very sensitive to observed social injustices, and feel that if you can correct them, you will earn the appreciation of others and gain spiritual credits too.
The transit of Neptune Square Ascendant may confuse you and make you questions your motives and life direction. You may start to think about your commitments and obligations and whether they serve your own growth or you are doing too much for other people. People you meet may change your way of thinking and possibly make you change your life direction. It is important to think about any change of direction critically and avoid making rash decisions as your perspective is not clear. Try to avoid any big business deals or contract negotiations as deceit is more likely, you have to really question the motives of people during this time as it is easier to be taken advantage of. There is a lesson to be learnt from this transit, by detaching your ego from the need to achieve goals or ambitions you attain more freedom in acceptance and surrender. A loss of a relationship or job will force you to evaluate your values and realise there is more to life than what is materially available to you. Its definitely a time of learning hard lessons if you have been putting your energy into the wrong places. It will teach you reasons why did things in the first place, where you have been dishonest or not serving your higher needs. Just make sure you don't focus too much on your materialistic ego needs and desires otherwise you may only find failure.