Natal North Node Conjunct Ascendant ~
North Node Conjunct Ascendant
The Moon's Nodes are related to the subconscious, the domain of the Moon. Thus, the South Node represents subconscious motivations that stem from the past and to which there is an inner inclination to cling although they may no longer be relevant or appropriate to the individual's situation and prospects, while the North Node represents conscious motivations relevant to the present and future, characterized by a desire for the unfoldment of appropriate changes in personal psychology.
With North Node conjunct the ascendant you are able to shape your personality to be in harmony with prevailing social trends. This can make you popular, but also superficial. Your actions aren't based on fundamental convictions but on popularly accepted behavior. You're often tall, lanky, cheerful, optimistic and jovial. Your effusive outgoingness often prevents close personal relationships or lasting partnerships by making others feel inhibited and suspect a lack of sincerity. You can be serious and calculating when dealing with the public or partners.
Your karmic path is combined with your identity and ego, which allows your personality to align well with your growth and evolution. Be careful not to use your charm or popularity for selfish gains but for helping others. Also, since the South Node is connected to your Descendant, it is important to choose your partner wisely as many times they can represent your past karma may cause a block or hold you back in any transformation or growth you seek within this lifetime.