Natal Pluto Square North Node ~
Pluto represents a highly transformative intense energy. It is associated with renewal and rebirth, as well as spiritual growth. In your chart Pluto shows areas of life where you will face the intense powers of creation and destruction. It is the Phoenix of planets whereby the volative pockets of primal energy that lies within spring forth and burn old habits down in order to create a new transformed person.
Pluto Square North Node
The Moon's Nodes are related to the subconscious, the domain of the Moon. Thus, the South Node represents subconscious motivations that stem from the past and to which there is an inner inclination to cling although they may no longer be relevant or appropriate to the individual's situation and prospects, while the North Node represents conscious motivations relevant to the present and future, characterised by a desire for the unfoldment of appropriate changes in personal psychology.
An outer planet in conjunction with one of the lunar nodes is a planet of special significance. This increases the importance of Pluto throughout life.
Some people within astrology consider squares to the lunar nodes as “skipped steps” lessons you struggled to complete in a past life and are now forced to address in this life with heavier karmic debt. With nodal squares, there can be these frustrating or even painful repeated themes that are continuously brought up in your life, to nudge you to fulfill your karmic lessons in this life since you failed to do so in the past (South Node).
With North Node square Pluto, you have an incredible amount of power, as a result of having weathered some tough storms in the past. Now this power is to be distributed carefully. There is a pact with the higher forces about how the power is to be used, and this should not be for selfish purposes. You are are not so concerned with what is happening on the surface as with what is going on beneath it. You can be questioning, curious, and probing, often aware of the underlying motivations behind people's actions.
However, there is difficulty getting this energy properly harnessed so that it doesn't work against you. Holding onto memories of some old crisis can make you suspicious so you may become manipulative as a way to stay one-up on others. This could be your greatest undoing. You may have a distracting preoccupation with sex and the sensual side of life. Or, there is an intense fascination with death-with the morbid or strange.
Major circumstances in your past life or early childhood may have caused you to become resourceful, self-reliant and distrustful of authority. You likely question prevailing societal values and remain unaffected by trends. This may ignite much opposition in others and resentment within you. Your desire for transformations, deep thinking and intensity clashes with current social mores. Stop letting opposition to your ideas isolate you.