Saturn rules our conditioning or the way we were taught and brought up in the world. It is associated with restriction and limitation but with this it brings structure and meaning to the world and our lives. It reminds us of our boundaries, responsibilities and commitments. It is often associated with a father or authority figures. Saturns lessons actually help us to grow. In you chart the position of Saturn reveals you limitations, fears and sense of responsibility.
Saturn Conjunct Ascendant
"Any planets that are conjunct your Ascendant will influence your appearance and personality in a greatly. Saturn energy can dominate your personality being more serious and responsible. You may be quite reserved in expressing your emotions and identity. You maybe quite shy and you are over-concerned about how you are perceived by others, and may fail to express yourself as you would like, for fear of being put down or looking foolish. As you overcome your reluctance and hesitation, each success will increase your self-confidence, and your determination will eventually take you to the top of whatever mountain you choose to climb. It may be harder for you to make decisions, wavering back and forth and fear taking big risks. You need to learn to relax more around other people, and not be so hesitant to make decisions, you can easily miss opportunities because of this, learning to take more risks, not necessarily be too impulsive either. Find a balance between security and spontaneity, fun and responsibility. Career and success will be more important for you, and you should have a good ability to work towards your goals and ambitions with perseverance and discipline.
Your responsibilities during this time may increase dramatically and you may need to relinquish things in your life that are no longer necessary. You may feel more restricted than usual and it will not be a very easy time for you but if you work hard you will be rewarding in the future. Dont start anything new now just work on finishing what you have going for you.