Natal Sun Square North Node ~
The sun represents our vitality and our conscious ego, the self and its expression. It establishes our will to live and our creative force. It is associated with spontaneity and health. A well aspected Sun will describe a person who has heart, who cares for others both in general, and at the personal level. A poorly aspected Sun will describe a person who either has much more difficulty accessing this love and caring ability. In your chart the position of the sign represents your life purpose and style in which your make your mark in the world.
Sun Square North Node
The Moon's Nodes are related to the subconscious, the domain of the Moon. Thus, the South Node represents subconscious motivations that stem from the past and to which there is an inner inclination to cling although they may no longer be relevant or appropriate to the individual's situation and prospects. While the North Node represents conscious motivations relevant to the present and future, characterised by a desire for the unfoldment of appropriate changes in personal psychology.
Some people within astrology consider squares to the lunar nodes as “skipped steps” lessons you struggled to complete in a past life and are now forced to address in this life with heavier karmic debt. With nodal squares, there can be these frustrating or even painful repeated themes that are continuously brought up in your life, to nudge you to fulfill your karmic lessons in this life since you failed to do so in the past (South Node).
With the North Node Square the Sun it is similar to the opposition where your mission requires making a sacrifice. It may be that the sacrifice is to bring attention to some matter that would be a considerable contribution to the world. You appear to give a lot of yourself to something greater and are not so ego-driven.
You may have difficulty achieving your ambitions and although you may be a driven and goal oriented person, it is best to slow down and the ego must be submerged to some degree. Though leadership talents are brought over, these can't be used to expand your own ego. One way or another, circumstances will force this if you do not do it consciously.
You can still receive recognition for your ambitions, it just may take longer that normal and however gifted you are at capturing attention and being true to yourself, your self-expression may be met with karmic obstacles and oppositions. Don’t let this hold you back. Learn from it.