Eris in 1st House
The 12 Houses of astrology are symbolic of the all the departments that make up human life. The planets and zodiac signs will manifest themselves most strongly in the sphere of life represented by the House in which they fall on your chart. Houses are not "energies" like the elements or planets, nor do they color the expression of energies like the zodiac signs do. The houses are WHERE these energies are most likely to manifest. The houses are the fields of experience, not the experience themselves.
Eris in 1st House
Eris defines that part of ourselves that is at odds with the cultural norm. It’s the part that stands against what everyone does for the sake of living their truth. People with Eris in the first house have come to learn what it means to fully accept being an individual and to live from that truth
They behave different and probably look different as well. They have their own style of dress and take on roles that others avoid. They are to march to the beat of their own drum and to follow their instincts. They are here to stand out.
There is a rebel within those with Eris in the first house. This can sometimes be perceived as careless, aggressive and selfish. There is therefore a need to recognize the importance of Anarchy without hurting those around us, but rather magnetizing the right people to us. This is when Eris in the first house becomes a leader
When Eris resides in your first house, there is pain that comes from the aloneness of not fitting in, nor adhering to other’s societal expectations.
While you may desire to integrate fully into society, you can’t. With time those that resonate with you and your vision will be drawn towards you.
Your mission is to fully trust yourself and your instincts. Trust that you do things different from others for a reason and that you are not meant to “fit in”. That is just the way it is. Make peace with that and the things that are right for you will come your way.