Natal Moon Square North Node ~
The moon represents our emotional nature, our security and deepest needs. It containts our basic habits and unconscious reactions related to our past karma and upbringing. It is associated with the mother and with feminine energy in general, it is both our inner child and mother. It is responsive, receptive, reflective and instinctual. In our personal chart it shows how we respond to our environment emotionally.
Moon Square North Node
The Moon's Nodes are related to the subconscious, the domain of the Moon. Thus, the South Node represents subconscious motivations that stem from the past and to which there is an inner inclination to cling although they may no longer be relevant or appropriate to the individual's situation and prospects, while the North Node represents conscious motivations relevant to the present and future, characterised by a desire for the unfoldment of appropriate changes in personal psychology.
The Moon has rule over our emotions and minds; therefore these nodal conjunctions tend toward strong emotions linking to the senses and imagination. There may be exceptional tional psychic sensitivities, which may be exalted in the ability to predict trends, or distorted torted and turned to suspicion and paranoia.
Some people within astrology consider squares to the lunar nodes as “skipped steps” lessons you struggled to complete in a past life and are now forced to address in this life with heavier karmic debt. With nodal squares, there can be these frustrating or even painful repeated themes that are continuously brought up in your life, to nudge you to fulfill your karmic lessons in this life since you failed to do so in the past (South Node).
With the North Node square the Moon, you may have difficult relationships ships with women, especially your mother although there is frequently a strong psychic link to her. The emotions undergo difficult spells, especially you have trouble expressing you sensitive side, causing others to see you as cold or more standoffish offish than they really are.
Getting the support of others does not come easily, you may feel alone, forced to rely on themselves. Losing loved ones is extremely hard on them. The mind is of an unusual nature and the thought processes are different. There are anxieties verging on paranoia or causing crippling fears.You may not be comfortable dealing with crowds.
Memories of difficult experiences working with the public from previous incarnations may inhibit your expression and evolution You are working on strengthening and balancing the emotions, stabilizing the mind, and handling the impressions coming in. If the impressions get away from them, there can be a fascination tion with occult practices of an unhealthy sort. In some cases the South Node influence destroys the sensitivity of the Moon, bringing out a cruel and hurtful personality.
There is a tendency to feel alienated by others’ lack of cooperation and support, and you may feel that you have bad timing. As a result you isolate yourself further as a defense mechanism and create a perpetual cycle where you feel lonely and negative all the time. You must learn to stop being so defensive and develop a backbone. Learn to be more malleable in adverse situations. Not everyone is out to get you or take advantage of your vulnerability.