Neptune represents our subconscious mind. It is associated with dreams, inspiration, psychic receptivity and illusion. It is also associated with intuition and spiritual enlightenment. It is also a planet of mercy and compassion. In your chart, if Neptune is well aspected will indicate a great inner sensitivity, to manifest dreams and become highly creative. Negatively, it will indicate deception, deceit and addiction.
Neptune Conjunct Midheaven
This aspect presents many opportunities and many challenges. You are very sensitive to whatever happens around you, and you seem to soak up impressions like a sponge. But you do not always know what these impressions mean or what to do with them. Consequently there is a real danger that you will be confused much of the time, especially about who you are and where you are going. Unfortunately, with this aspect you tend to get discouraged and depressed about yourself, feeling that you will never get a real grasp of what is happening in your life. One of your parents, at least, should be able to lovingly but firmly guide you through life and point out the difference between realities and illusions. This position is often associated with psychic ability, which may be the source of the impressions that seem so confusing and hard to understand. Your parents should accept the fact that your so-called fantasies are actually based on a reality that is not easy to understand. They should help you learn to interpret this reality rather than saying that you are only dreaming or making it all up. It won't be easy to find the right course to follow in life, but this position provides a few clues. First of all, you should feel that you are working for a cause higher than yourself, whether it is serving or taking care of others in some way or working for an idea or faith. This aspect has a very strongly religious dimension. But it is more mystical than orthodox, and even while you are young you will be attracted to mystical and otherworldly ideals.
Neptune Conjunct your Midheaven can have a very profound effect on your life, particular on your career, your position in society and may completely shift your life goals and ambitions. You may be suddenly confused as you what you want to keep doing with your life even if up until now you have very clear objectives and goals. It is best to try not to make any drastic shifts in your goals during this time as your confusion may lead you to make bad decisions without considering the long term consequences. In general, Neptune on the Midheaven is a sign of idealized father figures and above all this is a transit of ego transcendence. But it will only be a good thing if your ego is fully matured and developed otherwise it may lead in you in the wrong direction. You may also be feeling inadequate and restricted in your ability to work and actually make a difference in your life and those around you. It is more difficult to distinguish between reality and fantasy and you may be idealizing an new career direction that promises great rewards, but is built on your expectations and desires more than on any realistic foundation. You may fly off in pursuit of this vision, completely unprepared to handle the everyday responsibilities of the project. You may even need to change your home or relocate as a result of the changes in your career. It?s easy to be discouraged as it feels like you have no control, but you need to have more faith and trust that things will turn out for the best. What?s most surprising about this process is that even though you may experience some failures during this time, at the end of this cycle you?ll often be exactly where you need to be. You?ll find the satisfaction you?ve been looking for, just not in the place you were looking. Open yourself up to the splendid mystical influences that can teach you about the nature of life this will help you greatly in the long term.