Natal Saturn Square Ascendant ~ Afraid of Opposition
Saturn rules our conditioning or the way we were taught and brought up in the world. It is associated with restriction and limitation but with this it brings structure and meaning to the world and our lives. It reminds us of our boundaries, responsibilities and commitments. It is often associated with a father or authority figures. Saturns lessons actually help us to grow. In you chart the position of Saturn reveals you limitations, fears and sense of responsibility.
Saturn Square Ascendant
The Ascendant and Saturn in a square aspect indicate some difficulty in expressing yourself as freely as you would like. You tend to be hesitant and reserved when meeting new people, a reaction that you find intensely frustrating since you don?t feel that you are getting across the real you. Perhaps when you were a child you felt unable to express yourself openly to to your parents, your natural childhood enthusiasm had to be tempered with rules and limitations on your behavior. It may take you sometime to develop your self confidence when you are dealing with other people. It is important to do this so you can improve your relationship and communication abilities. Because you are very discipline, rigid and cautious you may miss out on opportunities where you feel there is too much risk. Try to take more risks in your life, realize that success and failure is not so important and experience of life and its many colors can expand your mind and personality.
This is a time of serious trials in your life and relationships with other people. You need to spend time to evaluate what things in your life are more important to you whether some relationships in your life are not worth holding onto. You may feel more distant to others in your life and if this is true in your relationships you should look closely at whether you have loving manner and if you can change your behavior or whether its time to cut your losses.